Just take it as an experience...

Finally after somedays, I get to feel better...
So far still having some fever plus a little bit of headache...
But it's okay... It will be healed someday...

No matter how I wished and hoped he will be staying, and yet he still leave me...
But it's okay... I'll let go... Coz I know everybody has their own freedom...

People keep asking me why is our relationship is so short... I didn't talk much...
But it's okay... Coz I don't want people to talk bad about him...

Although i'm really really sad about his leave... I even asked myself: Am I too desperate or what??
But it's okay... Coz the reasons he gave me why does he wants to leave satisfied me... I told myself that I mustn't be that selfish...

I know you'll put me down and everythng we've been through...
But it's okay... I'll still love you always as long as you're still in my heart...



Meow, I'm happy to see you had grown up more... I miss you... =)

Wait For You - Elliot Yamin (Female Version by Kyla)

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Boy you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Boy I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby why can't we just,
just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting...

I'm suffering from your disappear...

I've been crying for the 6th time this week because of him...

I dunno what happened to him... He changed a lot...
He didn't reply my message... He didn't pick up his phone when I called him...
He's juz like being so cool to me... But he still treat me as good as usual last week... I really don't understand...

Why is he doing this to me?? I tried to apologize... But he juz said: " Kk... Go study la.. Later mom scold. "

That was the last message I recieved from him.

I'm so upset... Some of my friends adviced me to let go... It's just a puppy love... Or maybe he's kind of playboy...

But I just don't wanna believe what they said... Because I trusted him... I always hope that he's still with me... I dun mind if he didn't chat with me everyday, but at least contact me once in awhile... As long as I'm still in his heart...

I really hope that everything could be back to normal... I miss those sweet memories... I want them back... I don't wanna suffer anymore... Please....



Dar, I miss you.