Monday, October 19, 2009

《走出自己的未来》

今天下午从补习回来,看见妹妹在房间睡午觉,还没醒。放下书包,走进房间,懒懒的也像睡一下... 然而,无意中看见书桌上的一本书---走出自己的未来》


这本书,是由李志祥编著的生涯规划实战手册。它曾入围本地一家报章的“好书投选”活动,也曾荣获星洲日报《学海》13179 好书奖,更曾被选为“国内外十大青少年好书”,中选的本地作品只有两部,它就是其中之一。
几个月前,学校主办了书展,看到它,我就把它买下了,因为我觉得这本书很有意义。只是这几个月来都很忙,买了却没时间翻开它。今天无意中看见它,突然很想看看,所以就趴在床上翻了起来。
读着读着,突然间想起我与Cheng Han 之前的谈话。我们谈到童军的事。我对他说,Pn. Hazira 忙到连童军的事也被逼丢在一旁,我们的 lencana usaha 和 maju 就这样半天吊。我不甘心,好想叫老师快点帮我们完成它们,以便我们还来得及考上皇家童军
谁知道,Cheng Han 竟然说我贪心
但我觉得,我这并不叫做贪心,而是意志。因为我想,如果我们已差不多完成一项自己有心要去做的事情,虽然是暂停了一阵子,哪怕慢别人好几拍,但仍然还有希望把它完成,为何不努力争取,要半途而废呢?
老实说,半途而废的人我见过不少。当然,连我自己在某方面也曾经有过这样的时候。可是近几年来,我开始觉得半途而废其实也真的蛮累人的,而且又浪费时间,不是吗?所以不知从何时起,我决定一定要完成每一个任务,除非我知道我是不会或不可能完成某些事情时,我就一定不会去做。

有许多事情,是需要我们放胆去尝试与参与;如果不尝试,我们怎么知道我们到底行或不行呢?
就像李志祥所写的:“我始终坚信,最好的未来,是自己想的,要的,用心去尝试的一个真正属于自己的未来!” 所以我相信,我的人生,由我自己整装,我能飞多远,我的天空就有多宽!
“生命究竟有没有意义,
并非我的责任;
但是怎样安排此生,
却是我的责任。”
-- 赤塞

Saturday, October 17, 2009

My future scouting life...


My future scouting life... is depended on a guy... who is Edwin Lam.

To be honest, i dont know why that i love scouting so much. I tried to think and think again, which these comes out in my mind:


  1. fun & adventurous

  2. can make alot of friends

  3. can start to train myself from can't taking certain pressure in future

  4. so that i don't need to stay home doing nothing when i'm bored

  5. can know more handsome/hot/cute guys!!! XD

Recently i've discussed abt aiming for king scout wit Qi Ying, Jian Ming and some of the others. We decided to pick 8 person who are most active in scouts of our school. But Edwin asked me to add a few people somemore if i can. Again but, i scared Pn. Hazira will scold us. If she does, it's all my fault. Suddenly i felt that i'm so selfish...


The reason why i asked Edwin for help wit the king scout stuff is because once i asked Pn. Hazira abt it and she frowned, saying we are too slow and it will be too late for it. I was so disappointed when shen said that and i tried to get some comments from Edwin. Luckily, he's willing to help me out. From that moment onwards, i sware that i must change our school's scouting status.


After my year 2009 final exam, I'll be starting preparing for it wit my scout friends. And ofcourse, waiting for Edwin to come back working from Japan and start our work!!!!!


I said it and I meant it.

Friday, October 2, 2009

本堂姑姐上任啦!!! XD

九月二十八日,阿元哥哥(我最大的堂哥)的第一个女儿终于都在怡保出世了!!! 所有亲戚都好开心^^ 而我,也升级当了姑姐!!! XD(事实上是堂姑姐,但我妈说没有人酱叫的。都是和堂姐一样叫姑姐)

(左边起)我堂姐嘉仪姐姐,伯母,大堂哥阿元哥哥。

姨妈姑姐都在产房外紧张地守候

凌晨一点,一阵婴儿哭声从产房传出...


这就是我堂侄女啦^^



她和一般的婴孩不一样,一出世了就会睁开眼东张西望咯!



她应该是肚子饿了吧~ 哈哈~







可爱吧?^^

Friday, September 25, 2009

A shopping day at Times Square

Me & Carpeau went times square today, searching for dresses for the prefect night. I saw this dress at Voir today and I love it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! But I didn't manage to buy it coz it's a new arrival dress and it's quite expensive. So I juz simply bought a purple deep-V dress for juz RM 29.90 ( dad wouldn't allow me to wear like that, so I'll juz add a tube-top in it). Guess how much is it???

You must be thinking it's not very expensive, coz it looks simple, rite? But the price is RM 146.61 (which is after 10% discount, original price is RM 162.90).

At first I saw this dress and I tried it and I like it very much. The material is very fine and soft. It has a good quality. But when I looked at the price tag when I came out from the fitting room... OMG!!! THIS IS AN INSANE!!! Maybe if I'm rich and I won't feel it's expensive... But apparently I'm not. Sigh... I juz love it but I juz can't have it... What to do? T.T


Well, but I spent alot on buying clothes today.

2 t-shirt for mom (which cost RM 55.40);
2 t-shirt for my little sis (cost RM 18.90);
A dress, a t-shirt and a shorts for myself (cost RM 48.80).
Total : RM 123.10

But I think it's worth it, coz I bought a lot and I hardly can go for a real shopping. =)




Today at times square...
  • I saw Jun Wei having lunch at Wendy's wit his friends. But I don't know who are they coz I didn't see them. While me & Carpeau planning where to eat, suddenly she pat on my hand and said: " Carmen, look there..", pointing at Wendy's. I thought what is she going to show me, maybe there's something on the sign board or what. I looked here and there for what she's pointing at. Nothing aso... She laughed and point again. Who knows, I saw Jun Wei smiling and waving at me. I yelled. I was so embarassed and I quickly pull her off.
  • At a boutique near the Chicken Rice Shop, we both grabbed 3 dresses each to try in 1 shot. I thought I'm very trying them, who knows Carpeau is slower! Coz she was thinking which dress should she buy. She even take a picture and sent it to her mom. Lol... So we asked the boutique owner abt her comment. Finally Carpeau end up buying a blue evening dress while mine is purple.
  • Besides Jun Wei, I saw Yau Hui and his friend too.. Oh ya, and I also saw the SMKBBSP ketua pengakap, Tommy, which is Yan Shan and his girlfriend walking to LRT with the same direction with me (I didn't know that he had a such pretty girlfriend.. LOL!! Congrats! Congrats! XD ) But I just pretend didn't see them. "Fai si" kacau people pak tor la... XD

Conclusion: I had a happy but tired day... =)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Chocolate Rice Cookies vs Raisin Butter Cookies

Yesterday mom suddenly decided to bake cookies today while she was discussing with dad about how should we spend this holiday week. So, last night after dinner, we went to a nearby grocery shop to buy the ingredients. Before that, my sis & I suggested to bake chocolate chip cookies while my mom wants to bake cookies with raisins, which she likes very much.

In the end, we bought raisins and chocoloate rice as there is no chocolate chips selling. Oh well, btw it's the same what.

This morning after breakfast, my mom, sis & I start baking. We separated it into 4 times so that it's easier to bake.



1st, prepare the apparatus and ingredients.

Apparatus - A kitchen scale (make sure there's no zero error), a big bowl (not in this pic), a normal bowl, a big plate & a sieve.

Ingredients - 6 oz of flour + 1 teaspoon of baking powder
3 oz of fine sugar
1/2 of beaten egg
1/2 teaspoon of vanilla essence
4 oz of margarine
a sufficient amount of chocolate rice/ raisins
(where 1 oz = 30 g)
2nd, make sure you measure those ingredients very accurately. If not, your baking result might fail, like mine, the 3rd time we baked.

3rd, sift the flour so that it will be fine enough and won't be too hard when you eat the cookies.


4th, put the measured margarine & fine sugar into a big bowl and mix it with a strong, hard tablespoon. (Or else the spoon will be broken or bent, trust me.) until it becomes like this:


5th, beat the egg well and pour 1/2 of it into the mixture. REMEMBER!!! JUST 1/2 OF IT!!! If not it will be like my 3rd time, which has failed coz of me, accidently poured too much of egg into it. T.T

Then, stir it evenly till like this.
6th, put a tablespoon of flour each time into the mixture and stir it evenly. Repeat this until the flour has finish mixed with the mixture. Then, it will form a dough like this one:
7th, put the raisins/ chocolate rice into the dough and mix it till it's even enough. Then, it becomes...
WHAT??!! Why suddenly raisins?? Not chocolate rice meh??
Don't be shocked la... The chocolate rice will not transform into raisins. It's just that I've forgotten to take the chocolate rice dough picture. So I just replace it with this lo... XD
8th, heat up the tray in the oven so that the cookie dough will not stick on the tray. (we want it to be fast, so we add an extra plate, lol...)
9th, use your fingers to make any shape of cookies you want. Place it on the heaten tray. Remember not to place them too close to each other, coz they need spaces to expand when you bake them.
10th, put the tray into the oven & bake the cookies with 400⁰F, which is about 200⁰C. and it ends up like this:
Chocolate rice cookies ^0^
Raisin cookies ^_^
Lastly, remove the cookies from the tray and place them in a plate when it's cooled.
And you can serve them now! XD
It's very thirsty during this baking process. And at the right time, dad had made us chinese tea. =)
We've failed once today.
The third time. Too wet. Coz of my carelessness. ( My bad, my fault...) Compare these:
Right - success ; left - FAILED!!!!! T.T
But at least we've success 3/4 of them la... =)
After that, we put them in containers. My sis planned to bring some to school for her friends to try. So do I. But I don't know whether it's enough for them or not! XD
It's Hari Raya Puasa now. Should I call them " Kuih Raya" or just cookies?


Friday, September 18, 2009

A Boring Friday Holiday

Today's Friday,
a public holiday,
but a rainy day,
made it a cool wheather day,
a fan useless day,
and also a sleepy day.

Because it's a boring day,
so i decided to make today a study day,
assive to make myself so hardworking today.

At first I thought I would be going to MBS's mooncake festival event today,
but I did not coz dad said it will be a very jam day;
I thought today would be a fun and cheerful day,
but end up as a nothing-to-do-day.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

I'm just waiting...


I'm waiting for something special to happen... So that I can experience more...
I'm waiting for school holidays... So that I can be abit more relax than usual...
I'm waiting for my chance to buy a new, suitable watch... So that I don't need to bring my half broken watch here and there...
I'm waiting for November... So that I can rebond my hair again for not frustating with my messy hair anymore...
I'm waiting for my contact lenses... So that I can do better in anything...
I'm waiting for my exam... So that I can finish it faster and relax...
I'm waiting for dad's mouth to say we're moving to a new house... So that I can rare a Siberian Husky and a Labrador Retriever or a Golden Retriever to cheer me up when i'm stressed and unhappy...
I'm waiting for my new love... So that I can depent on someone when I need...

I'm waiting and waiting...

I'm juz waiting for a better future... ^^